Tenet 1-Desire

I understand my desires. I embraced them. I wallow in my thoughts. I have this deep desire to be a total, objectified slut. Ive always wanted to be everything to one man.  I want to be his property. I want to be what he desires in his imagination. Because its the woman that appeals to his imagination is who gets him..keeps him...satisfied. Im trying to be everything so another woman can't compare. There aint shit I wouldn't do sexually with him and only him. I am so eager to learn too. I have been internally locked in. Ive never gotten the chance to experience my desires with a man because...I felt that I had to had a long going energy connection. I want to be taught how to ride his dick, I want him to mold me perfectly to suck his dick, I want him to show me all the things that he needs, need to do to survive. I want him to be fulfilled sexually.

I already understand my body for my pleasure purposes, but everyone knows its better when you intertwine with someone who desire and like to give their all to another during intimacy, unadulterated, predator,prey, mother nature bodies colliding..

sThere is always more to the equation but the truth of the matter is---if the Dominant is fullfiling his submissive desires he is fulfilling a part of her desires to connect to him deeply. However, there will be times that his pleasure is not for my pleasure BUT for his pleasure. Although, he still understands my needs, desires. I assume that some submissives would feel that if a Dominant is doing something that is not their hard limit and they don't like it even though its not their hard limit? Then he shouldn't do it. Ummm...no. That is not how it works in some cases. For example: If a whip was not a hard limit of mines and I didn't care for the whip to touch my body. The whip doesn't bring me any pleasure but a discomfort.  And he wanted to whip me for his pleasure, he liked the way bruises looked, he got a fulfillment and it turned him on. Then by all means hurt me. No matter how much I am crying in discomfort its NOT for my pleasure. Its his DESIRE.
However, I actually like knowing that I am pleasing my Dominant that would turn me on in every way..

desire...desire..

I long to serve that is an in depth desire too. I remember one time I went on a date and the gentleman had me to take his coat. I remember smoothing his petticoat and laying it perfectly on the bench. I couldn't believe such joy I got out of just that simple act. I felt alive. However, the gentleman didn't know I was a submissive woman. A submissive woman that will cater to her Dominants desires..