The Struggle

im yearning for you.

You have me at a stand still. You admitted to it.
Where am i to go?
But thinking, learning and needing...you.

Air

i feel you

let me hold you

im alive

feel my heart beating

as i close my eyes

i can feel it beating so fast..

i want every moment with you
to last

i can feel you living underneath my skin

maneuvering my slavish tears..

from internal years..

of held back primal  fears

when you wave your air past me

i suffocate when its gone...

curled up alone

gasping

whispering to the heavens
for
just
one
more
breath

of your...Air.